It's weird how I'm so comfortable talking to some people, but always on my toes with some others. It's as if I have to put in effort into crafting what I wish to say, and as I wait for their replies... I feel agonized sometimes? Sometimes full of anticipation. But sometimes just feeling that time passes really slowly... crawling by the sidewalk as the whole world just whizzes past and you're trapped in a world separate from the rest.

K nah that was gross exaggeration. But you get my point.

It's weird, but understandable. And I hate being stressed up over this.

On another note, relations with the Koreans are improving! It's easier for me to approach them now that they've warmed up. Jeremy and Yin Rong are definitely helping a lot, and of course Hao Qin and Hong Fei who though not as open and warm, put in a lot of effort as well. I can't wait for the learning journeys!